.. That feeling.. is one I understand as well, either way. [ Because even if she did have her family, it changed when Eva started raising her instead - only comparing her to her own dead son, hitting her just because she was never good enough, just something to take her frustration out on. ]

But.. don't say stuff like 'I don't want anyone's compassion'. I'll give you it, because I want to.. because you deserve to be happy as well.