[ Honestly, it's not like any of this is easy for her either. She's more or less realised it - finally. The feeling she's had for a while now, she never understood it. She knew Senji was someone important to her, more important than just a friend, but then she didn't know what other kind of feeling it was. It wasn't until he touched her hand back when Battler arrived that she finally understood it really was love.
But that just made everything more difficult. How is she supposed to tell him that? He's not the type for it at all, she's sure, and with her.. no way, right..? She doesn't want to lose him, so maybe she just shouldn't tell him. It's what she decided on that day and is still sticking with.
Until now.
She's rummaging through a drawer, only finding some really old and half-decayed stuff everywhere. A sigh as she opens another empty drawer. It really is difficult to find anything here, but honestly, it's more of a distraction right now rather than her fully trying to find something. All the thoughts about telling him or not are resurfacing now she's alone with him somewhere, and it makes her heart pound so impossibly loudly that she almost fears he could hear it. Even if that's impossible, of course.
But despite what her heart tells her or her head tells her, her mouth opens by itself, word spilling out. At least she's not facing him right now since she's still staring at the drawer.. ]
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But that just made everything more difficult. How is she supposed to tell him that? He's not the type for it at all, she's sure, and with her.. no way, right..? She doesn't want to lose him, so maybe she just shouldn't tell him. It's what she decided on that day and is still sticking with.
Until now.
She's rummaging through a drawer, only finding some really old and half-decayed stuff everywhere. A sigh as she opens another empty drawer. It really is difficult to find anything here, but honestly, it's more of a distraction right now rather than her fully trying to find something. All the thoughts about telling him or not are resurfacing now she's alone with him somewhere, and it makes her heart pound so impossibly loudly that she almost fears he could hear it. Even if that's impossible, of course.
But despite what her heart tells her or her head tells her, her mouth opens by itself, word spilling out. At least she's not facing him right now since she's still staring at the drawer.. ]
.. Hey, Senji?