[ His gaze only makes her desperation worse. It's since it confirms her fear even further that everything can end here. It frightens her more than anything, making her breath stop in her throat for a moment or two even. She's almost close to begging him by now, really, just to beg him to please not do this to her.. it's such a pathetic thought and part of herself hates her for it. It's probably why she doesn't give into it despite her desperation.

Her hands form fists, as if she's still trying to hold on that way. ]

Do you think that I'd be here saying this if I really cared about any of that..?! I already told you last time that you make me happy, Senji..! J.. just you, it's in a way nobody else can! [ Sure, Battler might be here now, and sure, she might be slightly friendly with some other people here too now, but.. it's still different than whenever she talks to him.

As her tone's volume raises, she seems to for once completely have given up on controlling any part of herself and her emotions. Right now she's more open than ever. ]

I don't care whatever you think yourself, for me it's just fine if you're you..!