[ Her breathing is really quiet as she just sits there and slowly feels his hand moving a little closer to hers yet again, as if there's some sort of tension or atmosphere that even breathing could break right now. So instead she's just quiet, and she listens to what he's saying - he really would have been that upset if she died..? That would be just as upset as she was about him dying, after all, she still recalls the shock and pain she felt, how she cried on Asuna and Ciel.. it was definitely shameful, normally she'd never do it, but she couldn't help it in this case. She couldn't stop her emotions or the pain.. and then it's the same for him, even if they express their pain differently. She knows Senji gets extremely angry rather than extremely sad like she does. So he does care just as much as she does..
Ange gathers all the courage she has and instead of him she is the one to move her hand this time. Not away from him though, but instead her hand slowly and carefully moves until it's fully slipped under his' instead of just having those few fingers on it. And her heart just pounds, pounds, pounds.. ]
You are the only one I can rely on for sure. [ Not that she hasn't talked to other people here, but Ange just forever has trust issues, so it takes her a while to fully trust them - and they aren't anywhere close yet to the level she trusts Senji on. ] .. If something like that happened to you again, then.. I wouldn't know what to do again, so..
[ Her voice trails off. But it's obvious what she wanted to say, right? He has to stay alive too, no matter what. She wouldn't be able to handle it otherwise. ]
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Ange gathers all the courage she has and instead of him she is the one to move her hand this time. Not away from him though, but instead her hand slowly and carefully moves until it's fully slipped under his' instead of just having those few fingers on it. And her heart just pounds, pounds, pounds.. ]
You are the only one I can rely on for sure. [ Not that she hasn't talked to other people here, but Ange just forever has trust issues, so it takes her a while to fully trust them - and they aren't anywhere close yet to the level she trusts Senji on. ] .. If something like that happened to you again, then.. I wouldn't know what to do again, so..
[ Her voice trails off. But it's obvious what she wanted to say, right? He has to stay alive too, no matter what. She wouldn't be able to handle it otherwise. ]