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[ She just wants to stay like this forever, this close to him. This place is supposed to be a hell, but with both Senji and Battler by her side it's more like heaven than Haven. That means that there's no reason to be scared at all, right..? There's no way she can be scared with the guy's reassuring squeeze. He's there for her, he likes her just as much as she likes him, as she likes this..

She doesn't know the exact reason why he wants it. Or rather, she can guess at multiple ones and isn't sure which one it is exactly, but it's not like it matters. If he wants to keep it that way, then that's fine with her - she would prefer to not feel embarassed over it either way, not to mention what would happen if Battler would find out. ]

.. I won't tell anyone. Promise.

[...Maybe he should explain to her why he feels like he wants to keep it a secret. Well, for one he is overly embarrassed about it, he really can't accept he's even with someone right now, especially someone like Ange. To him, Ange is someone that fits with him perfectly, someone that understands him and isn't afraid to go up against him when his temper runs wild.

She has guts, he admires that so much.

Senji shifts a little, and instead of hovering over her he goes to lay down beside her, so close to her still, his hand still holding hers but he's staying beside her now.]

Everyone knew about my group of friends when I was a cop, and if we tell others about this then maybe.... [maybe it'll be like admitting they're together and someone might hear, they might try and tear them apart.]

Shit.... I don't know, someone might find it funny if we lost one another.

[ .. Yeah. She just stares at him when he lies down next to her like that, listening quietly to what he's telling her. Ange could have figured he'd say that, she knows his past after all, he told her all about it in Asgard. It was because of him that his friends were killed, those guys from the police he worked with.. and he blames himself for it so much even now, she knows that too. She knows it from the way he told her so desperately in Haven North, that day when everything had been falling apart.

But she at least doesn't want him to worry about this, worry about her - she just wants him to be happy just like how she's happy with this, happy with being right next to him like this. If she can even lift just a tiny bit of the burden from his heart.. ]

.. Yeah, I know. [ She wouldn't put it past this place, either way. They already used their memories against them, so why not relationships next? ] I don't want those lame scientists to know about this.

[ Or any other sadistic person in this place, really. Her voice is a little softer now they're this close, like it's really something between the two of them. ]

You won't lose me though, Senji. I'll.. try with everything I've got for that.

[ When she says that, she squeezes his hand lightly, moving slightly even closer to him. ]

Edited 2013-02-20 09:40 (UTC)

[When she squeezed his hand, even moving closer to him he just looks over at her, not saying anything for the moment, just thinking about her- thinking about this....

...Well, maybe he could finally be happy, just maybe. Ange made him happy so...]

I know.

[He knows how stubborn she is, how determined she can be at times, how she's not afraid, and he admires that since he was the one worried about this from the start.]

You're no pushover, I don't have to constantly look out for you but.... don't get mad if I end up doin' that, got it?

[ When he says that she can't help but think back of that first time he protected here in Haven, when all those monsters were all over the place and he just literally forced her back into the apartements.. back then she already understood why he did it, but she couldn't help but protest, she didn't want to seem weak, she could bear it by herself just like usually, so she really did protest to him.

But.. this is different. By now she doesn't need to hide it anymore.. not even her weak side, she can just show all of it to him. So in that case, just maybe.. ]

.. If it's you, then.. I guess I wouldn't mind that sometimes. [ But only Senji. There's still a distance she puts between herself and other people, of course, Ange won't just change that easily. Her gaze slips from the mattress to him. ] That's what relying on you means either way, right?

Y-yeah.... [he's really glad that she's relying on him so much, that's all he's ever really wanted after all.

Senji shifts awkwardly though, and he holds her hand a little tighter. He figures that they should go back by now, that there's been enough of this, it's all so damn sappy for him it's a little too much...

...Ah but... if they go back then they'll really have to hide this.]

Can I just... [He frowns at the thought, and then leans in to kiss her again, his lips lingering on hers before pulling away once more. He doesn't say anything, but he stares into her eyes and waits for an answer. He's basically asking to just keep kissing her for a while okay...]

[ She doesn't want to go yet either, honestly. Just being here with him privately and.. even intimately.. it's nice. Nicer than she could have thought it would be, even. Though it's Haven, even though it's a place like this, she still feels happy and safe around him, it's a really weird kind of feeling that she hasn't felt much before. But if she's honest with herself, she has to say she likes it, she really does.

When he half asks something and then kisses her she seems a little surprised at first, but she's quick to return the kiss, her lips meeting his own even if it's briefly. When he doesn't speak up she has to figure out what he meant for a moment, the confusion is clearly visible in her eyes as they exchange gazes, but then she understands.

And she knows it's what she wants too. So she gives a tiny nod, her heart feeling like it's pounding its way out of her chest. ]

We're.. [ .. it's difficult to say, but it's the truth, so.. ] .. we're together now, so.. you.. never have to ask that. [ It's not like she'd ever mind. Not with Senji. ] Just do it, okay..?

[Just do it..... really, is that something she should be saying in a situation like this? Well, not like he knows what should properly be said anyways, he's someone that's never even been in a relationship before, never even liked someone as much as this. He was made fun of several times in Asgard for being what everyone else considered to be gay, just because he hadn't kissed anyone before- but now....

Seriously, they all couldn't have bee further from the truth about him.

He nodded at her words, and he moves to lean in towards her, pressing his lips on hers once more, humming a little against her, enjoying the taste of her, the feel of her mouth against his own. He was feeling a bit more bold though, so Senji moved to part his lips a little, hoping she would follow him and do the same.]

[ Yeah, not like Ange has any idea of what to say or do either, it's.. completely new to her, all of this, she even told people here before that romance isn't anything for her, but.. like this with Senji she really likes it, even if it's just being close to him. And them touching is even better, and them kissing is.. well, it feels perfect. When he just hums he already sends the vibrations all throughout her, shivers running down her spine. She hardly even cares that they're in a place like this right now, on some sort of old bed -- that doesn't matter as long as she can just do this with him.

Then she feels him parting his lips though, and.. oh, she's getting into it as well, but despite that she can't help but still feel her cheeks flush a little at the thought. If he's opening his mouth then that can.. only mean one thing, right..?

But it's not like she really hesitates, she still opens her lips a little too right after he does it, following a step behind him. But aside from that she doesn't do anything, she's too flustered to be the first one to take the next step. ]

[He's really flustered too okay! Not like he's ever done this, so he's really just going off by instinct here, just testing the waters and seeing what he can do- what he's allowed to do and seeing how things even work. He's sure it's done like this but.... might as well keep going here.

Senji, after gaining enough confidence here, pushing his tongue forward, going to move against hers, playing with it and tasting her, exploring her even further. He... he's inexperienced completely, but he's trying here, and he likes going deeper, he likes this kind of contact- he doesn't even want to break it off with her ever.

Maybe he just loves her... but he'll never be able to say it.]

[ At least he's taking the lead a little here, if both of them just stay awkward forever then they'll have a hard time.. but they're getting by at their own pace, honestly.

She can feel his tongue moving into her mouth and it's definitely a strange feeling of how new it is. But Ange tries her best too, moving her tongue along with his' and even playing with it a little like that. It's not like it's a bad feeling either way, it's nice, doing this kind of thing with him. No one's done this to her before, and she won't let it be anyone other than Senji either way. She can't even imagine liking someone else the way she likes him, there isn't a single person out there like him, so hurt and yet so strong at the same time. It's really admirable.

Having a deep kiss like this with him ends up feeling so nice to her in fact that she even ends up groaning lightly against him from it without even realising at first. ]

[Yeah, he's one of a kind alright. He's been through so much and he just keeps pushing forward, wanting her and everyone else to do the same. It's why he's at least going along with this now, it's why he's with her, he really does have feelings for her that go beyond what he can even understand.

It's why he too groans against her, pressing his mouth against hers a little more, tasting her and exploring her mouth with his tongue, feeling her like this was so different, he wasn't used to it at all.

Eventually he pulled away, wanting to at least breathe before he passed out. He slowly did, and he actually had a smirk on his face, feeling happy from that little situation.]

Who woulda thought we'd end up gettin' together... [never even crossed his mind when they first met at all.]

[ When he pulls away she feels like she's completely out of breath, just because she was doing this sort of thing with him. Her breathing is even a little heavy as she tries to regain air, staring up at him from where she's lying. It even takes a few moments for her to be able to speak up in return to what he said. ]

.. Apparently.. that's just what happens when you help out a stabbed girl. [ Not that she could have imagined it. It's so weird though, the oldest days in Asgard feel so far away now. When Minatsuki was still around and Amakusa, when people kept making jokes about Senji being gay - which are, in retrospective considering the current situation, fairly hilariously wrong - and when he saved her life for the first time. Even though they didn't even know each other all that much. It was that moment that she realised he really is a good person at his core, huh? No matter what he himself or anyone else might say. ]

[....A stabbed gi-...

Oh right! Senji blinks at that, and then just grins even more. He brings a hand up to her, and he's just moving to fiddle with the ribbon on the front of her jacket.]

Shit..... did I really do that? I remember tellin' you if you told anyone I'd kill you. That offer still stands you know, can't let anyone know about any pussy antics.

[ At least his grinning tells her that he's definitely still in a good mood here. It makes her smile a little too, honestly, and for a moment she just watches him play with that ribbon as he talks. ]

Then it's a good thing that you aren't one, huh? [ No.. Senji's definitely not a 'pussy' or whatever, the furthest thing from it. ] That means there's nothing for anyone to know either.

[ It takes a moment, but.. she sort of wants to, so.. she slowly raises her hands to put them against his bare chest, just.. touching it a little here, even if she's being super slow and fumbly since it's still embarassing. ]

[Yeah, he's totally not someone that's into that cute shit or whatever. But as he goes to speak, he notices her moving her hands to go against his chest, touching him there and it's his turn to look down and see what she's doing.

Well... if she wants to do that then, th-that's cool.... so he'll just let her do that.]

It just... feels kinda weird when you do that. [he won't freak out, he won't!] ...but if you wanna then, go right ahead.

[ She can hear his words even as she's touching his chest, her fingers gliding over his abs and she's.. just amazed at how nice it feels, how smooth, just how.. attracting it makes him, even though she never really thought about it much before. For a guy who yells at girls, he does really look good like this, and then constantly walking around without a shirt so everyone can see too, geez..

.. ]

It's not a bad kind of weird, right? [ She pulls her hand back just a little, only her fingertips lingering on his skin. ] I can stop if you want me to..

[ They're both just so new to this. ]

[Ah, no that's not what he meant! Senji stares at her, and then he just shakes his head. Slowly he moves positions though so he's laying down on his back, his head turned so he's still looking at her, but at least this way it might be easier.]

Nah.... s'okay. Just never had a girl do that kind of thing to me so uh.... [dammit Senji, don't scare her off!] Keep goin'... if you want.

[ She's still at it, either way. It's nothing much, it's just light touching, just her stroking those muscles on his chest, but she's just trying things out here, see if he likes it, see if she likes it.. neither of them know how to do this, either way.

But.. this is such an awkward position to do it from, right? When he's on his back like that.. so slowly she moves up, before moving so she's the one hovering over him this time - much like how he was hovering over her before. This way it's just easier to reach down and touch his chest and stroke it, that's all.. Her own expression says she's still pretty embarassed, either way, but there's a part of her that just wants to do this a little too.

For a few moments she can't even say anything. ]

T.. then.. does it feel good..?

[O-oh... she's the one hovering over him now? He's not even paying attention to the hand on his chest, he's just watching her, seeing her expressions- watching as she seems so focused and her face even turning all red from how flustered she is. He never really noticed these little things about her, just how blue her eyes are, how pretty she looks to him, the way she's scanning his own features and trying not to blush anymore than she already is.

This right here, this person is someone that he wants to protect more than anything, he knows he's strong enough for himself but he needs to be the strong person that's able to keep her safe no matter what.]

Yeah.... never done this before so.... don't really know what to expect or anythin', but I like it and all....

[aah such a pussy thing to say! He turns his head a bit to look away from her.] Only you're allowed to know that, got it?

.. Of course. Not like I'm going to go ahead and tell anyone else.

[ There's no way she would. She already promised to keep all of this a secret, even the fact they're together to begin with, so she will for sure. Ange's not the kind of person who lets things slip out, either way - she's kept the secret of who she was even from Battler back home, after all.

But right now she's not too focused on that, she's more focused on him. Just carefully and slowly feeling his chest - she's actually thought of it a little before, wondered what it'd feel like whenever he was walking around without a shirt in their apartment.. but now she's finally actually doing this and it feels better than anything she's imagined.

Her face is definitely flustered, but it's easy to see from it that she's enjoying this too, for sure, just being close to him. She almost wants to lean down for another kiss, but a part of her is still hesitant, maybe even still a little scared this is a dream or whatever, so she instead hesitates, biting her lower lip. ]

[His eyes are on he fingers, the way they're gliding over his own muscles, touching his chest before sliding down to his abs. She seems set on finding everything out about him here, just through words and through touch. He can see that hesitation in her eyes, and he moves to sit up actually, changing his position here.

He's just staring at her, a hand reaching out to her and moving past her cheek, going to go against the back of her head, his fingers running through her hair and resting there. It's his turn to hesitate, because he knows that both of them are far too deep into this, that they just got together but...]

...I still don't approve of your taste in men. [a half-joke, since he'll never think he's good enough for her.]

But we're already at this stage, and I don't wanna move backwards, so we'll just have to grit our teeth and take everything that comes our way, got it? [In other words, he's ready to face everything with her, together.

With that, he stops talking for a moment again, studying her face and staring at her mouth before he leans in once more, kissing her, pressing his lips to hers.]

[ When he actually moves up she looks surprised for a moment, but it quickly ebs away. Not like she minds any of this, she really wants to be as close to him as possible so this is fine. Especially when he holds her head like that, and how he speaks up.. at least she's still looking at him.

And she wants to reply to what he's saying, but he's already kissing her at that moment. And she's too caught up in it to even bother answering, she first just wants to do this a little more, so she kisses him back. It's still not practiced or anything, but she's getting the hang of it a little more.

It's only when she needs a small breath that she pulls away a little, their faces still so close especially since his hold on her head won't let her move away very far-- ]

I'm not going to apologize for my taste in men either way, no matter what you think. [ In fact, there's almost something playful about the way she says it, almost with a tiny smile, and she doesn't even give him time to answer since she's right back to that kiss after saying it. ]

[...Playful even? Senji caught that, even though she just pulled away fro a brief second, even though she whispered it to him and kissed him again without a second thought he knew that she was enjoying this just as much as he was.

The man kissed her back with just as much force, and he was smirking a little against her lips, a low hum coming out and she could probably feel his smile. It was much faster this time, much more confident, the way he parted his lips and slid his tongue into her mouth, playing with her once more. He was a faster learner at least, and he was feeling a lot less embarrassed the more they did this either way.]

[ She really can feel his smile there, his little smirk - they're in this together, they both like it like this. Even though they hesitated and he even tried to push her away, they made it to this point.. being together and this close, their little secret.

Ange's tongue follows his lead the moment he enters her mouth, but all she can think about either way is that smirk she could just feel. She thinks of all his little smirks and his wider grin and -- for some reason, when she thinks of him smirking or grinning like that because of her, because of being with her.. it makes her head beat faster, like it's going to beat its way right out of her chest. She hums a little against him because of it, losing herself a little in the feeling of him exploring her mouth like that. ]

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