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[Oh.... is she seriously feeling angry now? Senji is still smirking, but he looks over his shoulder at her.]

Hey, whatever I do I'll come back, got it?

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.. If you didn't, I'd have to go and follow you to hell just so I could kick your ass for it, either way.

[ But it doesn't entirely get rid of her grumpiness. Mostly since it doesn't entirely get rid of her worry either. There's still the possibility that he might not come back, or that he could be seriously hurt, and.. she knows he can endure it, she really does, but she's not so sure if she could endure seeing that again. ]

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[Shit, she's actually upset huh? Senji stops walking and turns to her, a hand in his pocket and he has an amused expression on his face still.]

When you doubt me like that it makes me feel like ya don't trust my strength. Those guys, they just got me that one time- that was the first and it's definitely the last. I ain't dyin' again, you hear me? I ain't leaving either.

Come on, with these fangs of mine I'm all ready to bite down and never let go, the enemy is as good as dead with me around.... besides, got someone waitin' for me so I can't just go and look uncool or anything.

[entreats]

[ Just at that first line her expression turns from grumpy to something that's a little more unsure, but she still listens to him talk, almost wrapping her arms around herself a little. ]

I don't doubt your strength.. [ She wouldn't. She knows how strong he is, she's seen it, but even without that she would trust his word completely. It's Senji, after all, the person she likes.. But he died before, exactly because this place didn't give him a chance to use that strength of his', and-- ]

.. Sorry. This place is driving me nuts.

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[He sighs a little at that, his expression dropping from that amused look into something more serious. He's staring at her, his hands still in his pockets, and he moves to go closer to her. He's more off to the side of her when he approaches her, and he leans down a little so he can whisper to her, so he can speak and only she can hear.]

Try livin' in a hell hole like this for seven years, it does shit to a person. But something that helps is to remember whatever it is you're fightin' for.... don't lose sight of that and don't let the monsters inside you take over. Sanity is just a state of mind, and you're strong Ange. I was on the verge of insanity before some kid came into that prison and reminded me of all that.

Doubt will lead you into the abyss. So don't doubt that I'm fightin' harder than before because of you.

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[ .. Fighting for her.. Senji, stronger than almost everyone..

Ange glances off to the side, to where he's standing, just a little bit. Even after he speaks she's quiet for a moment or two, as if she's considering his words, but then she's shaking her head lightly to herself. When she speaks up, her voice is just as soft as his just now was. ]

Don't worry. I won't fully flip out. I can't. [ Even if this place plays tricks on them, she'll just have to get used to them, just like how she got used to the bullying, the insults, everything-- the only thing she can't seem to get used to is the loss of people important to her. Most notably Battler since he's here now, and the guy standing next to her more than anything too.. ]

I'm fighting so I can stay together with you. .. There's no way I'd forget that.

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[Senji nods at that, wanting to hear those words. He straightens up a little more, and then turns to look out to the direction of the well.]

Good, so no objections to me goin' and checking out whatever just happened, right? [No matter what she says he's going anyways.]

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.. No objections.

[ Not like it can be too dangerous either way, right? Besides, she's following right behind him, even if something does happen they'll be together so-- it's fine. She should just stop worrying already like he said. ]

Let's just go already. I'll follow you.