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[ Oh god. She likes kissing him, she loves it, even.. it feels great, even though she never thought that she would be doing this with anyone ever. But now she is doing it, it really is amazing. They're both new at this, she knows it, but even so it feels great just to be this close to him, just to feel him against her. Ange is sure it wouldn't feel this great with anyone else, it must be the fact that it's him that makes it extra great.

But then she looks a little more confused when he pulls away.. but then he moves back to her, kissing her on other places instead of on her mouth. And while she kept herself fairly in control during the normal kiss, at this point her face actually starts coloring, her cheeks turning a deep pink. It's a little embarassing, yes, but maybe she's mostly just embarassed at how good it feels when he kisses her there, feeling his lips on all those places on her skin.. her hold on him becomes a little tighter when he kisses her on the neck. ]

N.. not like you mind that, right..? [ It sounds a little choked, but it's mostly just from how good and happy she's feeling right now. ]

[After all this is over he'll seriously be turning red too, no doubt about it at all. For now though he's content with this, he likes kissing her just as much as she does, and he's not really thinking about it being overly embarrassing. He can't believe it got to this point though, he never would have imagined...

Still, he can feel her tensing up and he wasn't too sure if she didn't enjoy that or if he was doing something right. Either way he pulled away from her neck.]

I told you I liked that about you before.

[He moves to kiss her on the lips again, closing his eye and bringing himself closer to her once more. However, Senji knows for a fact that in this nurse's office there's an old dusty bed located behind her, and so Ange might feel Senji pushing her back a little, indicating that's where he wants to go.

Of course, all he can do right now is kiss her, but he can barely stand from all these emotions he's had to deal with today.]

[ It doesn't take much for her to notice the hint. It's a tad slower than she normally would have noticed it, kissing him distracts her so badly - she's sure everything around them could collapse right now and she'd hardly notice it - but she gets it after that moment. And she slowly starts stepping back, too fond of the kiss to break it off so she just keeps kissing him as she steps. Ange has never been the most careful person either way.

Once she feels the back of her legs bump against the bed's side though she knows she has to pull away just for a moment to be able to actually sit down on it. She slowly (and almost relunctantly, like she really doesn't want to stop) pulls away from him for a moment, even giving him a tiny smile in the middle of the blush.

It's almost like she's going to say something, but instead she just makes an amused sound as she sits down and makes herself comfortable a little here. Her hands aren't around his neck anymore, but one hand is on his lower arm and tugging a little as if she's telling him to come on the bed as well. Not that he needs the incentive, but she might as well. ]

[....Ah, that smile. When he notices her smiling like that and blushing even, it takes the man a moment to even realize that she had already sat down on the bed and was tugging on his arm. He was simply staring at her, wondering if he was seeing things or what but... it really does seem like she's happy about this, that she does want to be with him.

To be honest, when he sees something like that and he thinks about it, it drives him to want to protect her even more, to never see her cry again and to keep her out of harm's way. She was.... really important to him, he couldn't exactly express it since he was never good with these kinds of things, hell, he's never even been close to a female before at all.

So when she tugs on his arm he nods, gulping a little as he goes to grab his black jacket, removing it and tossing it on the edge of the bed. He does have a shirt on underneath though, thankfully. Senji moves to get on the bed, and instead of sitting down on it he's moving to crawl on it a little, his lips already pressing against hers and he coerces her into laying down while he hovers over her, his lips against her own and he groans a little against her.]

[ .. Ah, he's even taking off his jacket here.. Somehow she's a little glad he at least still has a shirt on for once. Not that she hasn't seen him without, she's seen him without it so often by now, but she's often been embarassed by it too and the idea that his bare chest would be this close to her in that case.. it really is too much. But she trusts him here, even if they're kissing while they're lying down like this - he's not someone to go full out, just like her, so of course she's not scared or anything.

That shows, either way. Since she kisses him back the moment their lips meet again, and like that she slowly tries to move so she's lying more than she's sitting. It comes with a little difficulty in the middle of the kiss, but she manages. Ange's more or less lying flat on her back on the bed now with him hovering over her there - she's even staring up at him. ]

[Senji is staring down at her as well, and when he moves to say something to her he feels that necklace of his fall out of his shirt, dangling in front of her now. Oh oops.... he had found a chain somewhere here in Haven and he had put the ring she gave him on that, making it into a necklace.

...It was far too sappy to say he just wanted it on his person at all times so... Senji blinks as he stares at it, feeling flustered now for sure.]

Y...you wanted me to hold on to it so.... [so he really is trying to take good care of it!! basically... see, even before they got together he wanted to keep this close to him since it belonged to her.]

[ It takes her less than a split second to recognize it. Of course she immediately recognizes it, she's been wearing it for quite some time already - ever since her aunt died, and then in Asgard and now here too.. it's her ring, right? The one she told him to hold onto when she went to talk with Battler, and even though he knew who she was now she hasn't asked for it back. Maybe she just didn't think of it - that's most likely it.

But to see he actually put it on a chain like that, that he's actually wearing it on him all the time.. It must means he's been doing that for days already now, and he's been doing it even though he wanted to tell her they should stop getting this close.. stuff like this is exactly why she can't believe him when he says he's a bad guy. He's thoughtful where it counts, caring where it counts.. that's more than enough. ]

.. Yeah. You sure did. [ Finally she speaks up again. She's smiling again, she can't help it.. somehow the thought of him keeping it that close to him makes something in her chest feel warm. ] Thanks, Senji.. I knew I could trust you.

[ She refrains from saying anything too overly sappy about it, but just how happy she seems right now betrays what she feels about it either way. ]

[He's still a badass okay!!

Senji grunts a little when she says that, not looking at her eyes or anything now. He was feeling embarrassed by this point, totally, especially since he had something on his mind that he wanted to ask her.

He goes to bring a hand up to him, grabbing the ring on that chain and tucking it back where it had been before, hiding in his shirt before he speaks up.]

Yeah.... so... [fuck, how does he say this and not sound like a total pussy?] ....stay with me?

[basically that's the best way he can ask her if she'll be with him even though he told her not to.]

[ .. Geez. He got her on a bed with him hovering over her, he got her to smile and kiss him multiple times.. and then he still has to ask that? Although Ange can understand it a little, since he was insisting so much on them stopping this earlier, so he wants to make sure now.. and just in that, in all of this, she can notice how hard it must have been for him to say all those things too even though he wanted it this badly too.

So she immediately nods when he asks her. Right after, no hesitation. She confessed first, after all, she already made up her mind about this a bit ago. Her hands move up to his neck again, except this time it's to idly play a little with the chain even if the rest of it is back in his shirt. ]

I'll stay with you. [ And then softer, almost a little more embarassed but still genuinely-- ] .. There's nothing I'd want more than that.

[Shit... he feels so embarrassed now, his face flushes a little too when he hears her saying those words. Never in a million years did he ever think he could influence someone this much, so much that they wanted to even be in a relationship with him...

Senji nodded, basically hinting that he wanted the same from her, even though he was so unsure about this, he was feeling so strange and awkward but... he'd ... try and make it work since she wanted it so badly.

Senji moved a little, he brought his body down slightly so they were much closer, he even felt her chest pressing against his own and it made his heart skip a beat, but there was a reason for this. He felt even more compelled to protect her, he felt like he needed to make sure she was safe at all times, even now he felt so vulnerable but he wanted to keep her safe, even when she's underneath him.]

Then.... I'll... protect you, got it? [what are feelings, it's so hard to say shit stuff out loud.]

[ He's so close now.. honestly, her own heart is still pounding rapidly too, especially when he's leaning this close to her. Just his presence is enough to do this to her now, apparently. And she stares up at him as she hears him slowly speak up again, almost breathless.

He'll.. protect her, huh..? Normally she wouldn't easily let people do it, she's much too independant for it. She wants to do everything by herself, she was to prove she can fight by herself too, but.. this is different. If it's Senji, then maybe she won't mind as much, since she knows he's just doing it too so the two of them can stay together no matter what.

Besides, it's not like she can deny that it does feel safe like this. Him being so close to her, on top of her even.. there's no way anyone could hurt her right now. ]

.. Yeah. Even if I was already relying on you to begin with. [ In other words, she'll let him protect her, yes. ] Just.. don't push me away again. [ That's the only thing that scares her the most, really, like he tried to do earlier.. and even that time when he made her go back inside when the monsters were there, it'd be much less worrying if she could at least stay near him to make sure nothing bad is happening to him either. Not that she worries about his strength, but it's more.. how generally unpredictable this place is. ]

[When she says that he just stares at her for a moment, thinking about her words. Yeah, he shouldn't have been pushing her away, he really couldn't do it now anyways- even though there's something in the back of his mind that keeps telling him he's not good enough, that he's too dangerous for her, that because of him she might get seriously hurt.

He just keeps pushing that little voice down, and he swallows thickly, nodding at her words. He doesn't say anything else though, he moves down to her, his lips pressing against her own and he hums against her, sending vibrations running through both him and her. This was all so new to him, he's never done anything like this before- hell he's never even touched another girl before Ange, so this was definitely a leap for him.]

[ It's definitely new to her too, really - they're both so hopeless at this. Senji is the first guy she's liked this way, he's the first one who she allowed to be this close to her, just.. being on the same bed with her, and even leaning close to her and kissing her.. she doesn't mind if it's him, even if it's still a little embarassing. She trusts him.

And it's why she kisses him back, something eager in it despite said embarassment. Like she really does want him, that she's glad it ended like this instead of with him truly pushing her away. Like this, even if it's in this place, she can be happy, right? Her brother is here, he knows who she is, and Senji is now together with her, not to mention the friends she's made.. it's all she needs. Who cares if the world would collapse tomorrow, right now in this moment she's perfectly happy with his lips against hers.

Her hands move to the top of his head, slowly running through his hair just a little bit. ]

[When Senji feels her hands moving through his hair he groans a little against her, enjoying both the touch and the kiss. He was surprised with himself, actually, he was getting into this more than he had thought he would have. He was such an intense prude, even the mention of a woman would set him into some sort of fit, but here it was different, here he was with someone he could say he actually cared for.

The kissing goes on for a while but he feels the need to breathe, he feels like his head is so dizzy right now from everything that's just happened, so eventually he pulls away from her, his breathing a little shallow. He's not far from her though, he's still just staring down at her and he just... can't believe any of this.

...Where else could he kiss? Where else was he allowed to kiss? He frowned a little at the thought, his gaze moving off to the side.]

Y....you liked it when I... kissed your neck, right? [sdkdsds so awkward, but he's making sure! he's really never done this before so it's all totally new.]

You're gonna have to tell me what you like s...so I know...

[ She has to try and catch her breath too when he pulls away. She feels so out of breath, really, and it's all thanks to him, thanks to the way he kissed her.. Ange has honestly never thought she would even be in this situation, but here she is, right? Here she is, kissing Senji, and.. she loves him too, she really does.. Maybe that's why the feeling of the kiss is so nice, since she's sure she wouldn't care for kissing otherwise.

But as she's staring up at him and thinking about it, she suddenly hears his question and her entire face turns pink. How is she just supposed to answer that?! She knows she has to, but still, it's just.. just embarassing..

Although Ange knows she has to try, so she tries to take a deep breath to calm herself down, but her face is still red. ]

Y.. yeah, that was.. n-nice. [ She can admit that much, even if it's with difficulty. Somehow it felt extra nice there just now.. ] But I--.. I guess I like it when you kiss me n-no matter what, okay?

[ Every kiss he gives her is enough to send these feelings running through her entirely. ]

... Besides, in that case.. [ She glances off to the side even as she's lying there, clearly embarassed. ] .. you have to tell me what you like too..

[Oh god... what is this turning into even?! Well, when Ange says that, her gaze sliding off to the side he feels his own face heating up as well. He's not too.... sure how to... go about this so....

He swallows, shifting a little bit here and he stares down at her. She said she liked it when he kissed her neck and everything, so he figured he'll try that next.]

I just.... like this, I guess. [just being close to her, and just trying out this new concept called kissing. He moves in towards her, leaning down a little closer and he goes to her jawline, placing kisses along there. He moved to her neck, his lips gliding over her flesh, feeling how soft she is, the warmth all across his mouth as he kissed at her pulse, sucking lightly even. Well, might as well just follow his instinct here, this seems like the right thing to do.]

[ She can understand that at least. After all, Ange likes it too, just.. being close.. not to mention that she really does like it when he kisses her like that. Almost subconsciously she moves her head a little as she's lying there to allow him more access to her neck's skin, and she shivers slightly when he sucks a little on it. It's even more weird to think it's new for both of them, not just for her, but that's what makes it nicer. It means they're both going through the same feelings, the newness of it all and the unsureness..

.. It's still strange though, thinking about it. It's been a long twelve years, even longer since being in Asgard and then here, but.. there's never been a place where she's felt more safe than here right underneath him. And there hasn't been a moment where she felt happier either.. maybe the moment she saw her brother again, alive, but somehow it feels like a different kind of happy.

(Vaguely the thought of what Battler would think about all this crosses her mind, but she shoves it aside.) ]

.. Yes, t.. that's nice.. [ Basically letting him know she likes it when he does this. ]

[Senji is someone that figured it was really too late for him, and somewhere deep down he still does think that. Being here and being happy with her- he never would have imagined it ever. He recalled the time he had tried to get a job after getting kicked out of prison, he just couldn't do it, he's someone that's so far gone that he can't function in society normally.

Asgard had changed him a little though, he had eventually talked to everyone there and became a little more open, a little more willing to do things like be accepted in that community. Here in Haven, he's faced a lot of bullshit, and if Ange weren't here he would have probably gone right back to acting like Crow, like that monster he was in prison.

Senji continued to suck on her flesh, glad that she moved her head to give him more access, he slowly kissed at every spot, and when he sucked again he brought his tongue out towards her, lapping at the skin and he hummed a little against her, the vibrations she could probably feel.

When he pulled away he realized that she would be marked from that, it would totally leave marks.... oh shit....]

I... I can say I like this.... a lot. [it's true.]

[ She hardly even realises it could leave a mark or that it does - she won't be able to see it herself unless she'd look into a mirror either way, so she's completely oblivious to the fact. Ange's just too caught up in all of this, since it does feel nice, making a warm feeling slowly spread in her chest the most he kisses there, and she can swear she feels her heart skip a beat when he hums against her neck like that, her face still red.

But when he pulls away and speaks she at least moves her head so she can look up at him again. It's a relief he says it, at least, since.. they just both like this, being close to each other and kissing, despite never having done it before.. Ah, she really can't let go of him anymore now. ]

.. I'm glad..

[ Her hand sneaks underneath his' that's supporting him on the bed, and slowly but surely she moves so her fingers are intertwining with his', holding his hand that way. Last time they didn't get this far since there were still all these issues between them, but.. now she just really does want to hold his hand a little here, as childish or sappy as it might seem. ]

[He's glad too... so much so that he smiles a little bit, that lopsided smirk on his face as he stares down at her. When he felt her hand go to his, slipping under it and everything... ah, she wanted to... hold hands? Senji looked over at their hands, he brought hers up a little further and he pinned her hand down on the bed, his grip tightening a little, letting her know that he liked this too.

Really, any kind of interaction or touching her he seemed to like, much more than he thought.

His heart was still beating rapidly, his head felt so dizzy, all because of what they had done, it was all so much in such a short period of time.]

Can we just.... keep this a secret though? [issues, all the issues.]

[ She just wants to stay like this forever, this close to him. This place is supposed to be a hell, but with both Senji and Battler by her side it's more like heaven than Haven. That means that there's no reason to be scared at all, right..? There's no way she can be scared with the guy's reassuring squeeze. He's there for her, he likes her just as much as she likes him, as she likes this..

She doesn't know the exact reason why he wants it. Or rather, she can guess at multiple ones and isn't sure which one it is exactly, but it's not like it matters. If he wants to keep it that way, then that's fine with her - she would prefer to not feel embarassed over it either way, not to mention what would happen if Battler would find out. ]

.. I won't tell anyone. Promise.

[...Maybe he should explain to her why he feels like he wants to keep it a secret. Well, for one he is overly embarrassed about it, he really can't accept he's even with someone right now, especially someone like Ange. To him, Ange is someone that fits with him perfectly, someone that understands him and isn't afraid to go up against him when his temper runs wild.

She has guts, he admires that so much.

Senji shifts a little, and instead of hovering over her he goes to lay down beside her, so close to her still, his hand still holding hers but he's staying beside her now.]

Everyone knew about my group of friends when I was a cop, and if we tell others about this then maybe.... [maybe it'll be like admitting they're together and someone might hear, they might try and tear them apart.]

Shit.... I don't know, someone might find it funny if we lost one another.

[ .. Yeah. She just stares at him when he lies down next to her like that, listening quietly to what he's telling her. Ange could have figured he'd say that, she knows his past after all, he told her all about it in Asgard. It was because of him that his friends were killed, those guys from the police he worked with.. and he blames himself for it so much even now, she knows that too. She knows it from the way he told her so desperately in Haven North, that day when everything had been falling apart.

But she at least doesn't want him to worry about this, worry about her - she just wants him to be happy just like how she's happy with this, happy with being right next to him like this. If she can even lift just a tiny bit of the burden from his heart.. ]

.. Yeah, I know. [ She wouldn't put it past this place, either way. They already used their memories against them, so why not relationships next? ] I don't want those lame scientists to know about this.

[ Or any other sadistic person in this place, really. Her voice is a little softer now they're this close, like it's really something between the two of them. ]

You won't lose me though, Senji. I'll.. try with everything I've got for that.

[ When she says that, she squeezes his hand lightly, moving slightly even closer to him. ]

Edited 2013-02-20 09:40 (UTC)

[When she squeezed his hand, even moving closer to him he just looks over at her, not saying anything for the moment, just thinking about her- thinking about this....

...Well, maybe he could finally be happy, just maybe. Ange made him happy so...]

I know.

[He knows how stubborn she is, how determined she can be at times, how she's not afraid, and he admires that since he was the one worried about this from the start.]

You're no pushover, I don't have to constantly look out for you but.... don't get mad if I end up doin' that, got it?

[ When he says that she can't help but think back of that first time he protected here in Haven, when all those monsters were all over the place and he just literally forced her back into the apartements.. back then she already understood why he did it, but she couldn't help but protest, she didn't want to seem weak, she could bear it by herself just like usually, so she really did protest to him.

But.. this is different. By now she doesn't need to hide it anymore.. not even her weak side, she can just show all of it to him. So in that case, just maybe.. ]

.. If it's you, then.. I guess I wouldn't mind that sometimes. [ But only Senji. There's still a distance she puts between herself and other people, of course, Ange won't just change that easily. Her gaze slips from the mattress to him. ] That's what relying on you means either way, right?

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